Flutter. Stop it.
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November 21, 2009 – 10:36 pm
popping..What is this flutter?
Why am I feeling this queasy feeling in my stomach?
I shouldn’t feel this but I am feeling,
this crazy tremulous feeling.
Heart pounding, head racing.
It is exciting.
It is confusing.
Heck, it is nerve wracking!
I know this awful feeling.
The more I suppress, the more I feel.
The more I feel, the more I suffer.
But I wouldn’t. I couldn’t let it out.
Don’t know how long I can look
Don’t know how long I can resist
Don’t know how long I can play pretend
Until you’ll notice…
Please don’t ask me,
I won’t admit it.
Please don’t confront me,
I can’t deny it.
What is this flutter?
I know this flutter!
Foolish feelings, get over it.
Flutter, stop it!
F— I did it again.




around this time
every year since you left
you get me in this pensive mode
it's not as painful as
when i think about you
around the time we met
yes see, i had to think about you
twice every year.
that's all ...






